skinnychris

It never fails, every weekend someone is going to call us with an invitation for some sort of cookout, bbq, fish-fry, etc.  And just like clockwork the phone rang last night.

 Its a fish fry. 

So here I sit 45 minutes before we are due there trying to decide on what to do.  I know I dont need to eat that stuff.  After its all said and done I’m not gonna feel any better by eating fried fish.  But I have been craving fish for sometime now.  These folks know I am on a diet, we have been to other get-togethers they have had since I started this diet. And its always the same thing, “you can eat one time…its not gonna hurt ya”.  And normally I smile and say thanks but no thanks and change the subject.  But I want to eat it today.    The smells alone are gonna kill me!!!

Right now I plan on eating right before we walk out the door and taking a big ol jug of tea with me to drink on.  While I sit there and watch everyone one else eat fried fish, hush puppies and fried potatoes.  Oh jeez, why is the happening to me?!?!?

I just busted that plateau and I dont want to do anything to cause the weight loss to stop again.  I guess I just need to put on my big girl panties and suck it up and quit whining.  I have turned down food before, I just need to do it again today.

Ok…wish me luck!