skinnychris

So I wrote my previous blog while munching on a Smart Ones for lunch, feeling good about myself and how far I have come.  So I ate some bad stuff this weekend but I am so close to goal it I’m not too tore up about it.

But now its two hours later and I am STARVING!  What is going on with me?  I have been reading here that others are feeling the same way this weekend.  I have tried cleaning the house, watching tv, reading blogs here…nothing is working.

I didnt wake up super hungry this morning and just ate my normal breakfast.  But I had to buy groceries and its like it woke something up in me.  Everything there looked so good and I had a tough time walking away from some stuff.  I just felt like I needed it.  But I knew it was getting close to lunch time and that my brain was telling me I was getting hungry.  So I ate as soon as I got home.  But the hunger hasnt stopped.  I am literally battling myself right now not to eat something I shouldnt.

Do you really think the weather does this to us?  I keep hearing about our bodies adjusting to the cold and needing to store extra fat to stay warm.  I’ve always thought that was just a way to convince ourselves its ok to eat like a pig but maybe there is something to it. 

I’ve got to do something and quick or I am really gonna binge.