skinnychris

Yesterday and today were much better days.  Sticking strictly to the program and picked back up on my exercising.  I cant say its been easy but it feels good at the end of the day knowing I am doing what I know I need to do for myself.  Play time is over and I’m paying for it.  I tell myself while exercising I did this to myself so I have to make it hard on me.  It will re-enforce next time how hard I had to work to re-lose weight I should have never gained back.  It will prevent me from poking my piehole full of bad, yucky stuff.

In all the excitement over the past few days I didnt get to post what happened at my meeting Thursday.  At the very end of the meeting our leader told us this would be her last meeting with us.  Seems someone wrote a letter (and didnt sign their name, a chickenshit in my book)to corporate complaining about her so they removed her from leading that meeting.  It is held at a large insurance company and all the members except for a few (me included in those few) work there.  We just couldnt believe it.  It must be a past member because our group has gotten so small and we all get along great.  We were all in tears and threatening all sorts of things but I am sure nothing is gonna bring her back. 

Here I am, 4 pounds (atleast I hope its still 4 pounds after this weekend) from goal and the only leader I have known is no longer gonna be there for me.  The girl that is taking her place is really nice and I’ve gotten to know her too but her personality is not the same.  I really wanted Melisa to see me hit goal and be the one to hand me my lifetime metal.

So the next few weeks are gonna be a bummer at the meetings.  I am not sure our little group will actually survive this bust up.  Alot of people were talking about finding other meetings she does lead at but since I work directly across from this meeting it would be hard for me to start driving across town on a different day.  It just makes me very angry at WW’s for doing this without actually speaking to anyone who does attend the meetings.  They take one negative letter from a person who didnt even have the nerve to sign their name to it and remove a person who has become a very important part of my weight loss and my life.  That just goes to show you what type of people they are.

Let me correct myself, its not WW’s I am mad at…its this local franchise.  I have yet to call the center and get a nice person.  I think that is what was really wrong, Melisa was too nice and too caring.  Shame, shame on them.

Guess I should start off by saying it was a wonderful weekend!  It was just a bad weekend of eating badly!  Guess that is what made it so wonderful! LOL!

 So it will be another week I could possibly be facing a gain.  I seriously dont know what in the world has gotten in to me.  I cant for the life of me say no right now.  While I wasnt really bad Friday I did eat some deep fried french fries Friday night, some french onion dip and chips…oh and lets not forget the mini chocolate bars and the beer!

Yesterday was a 4 alarm pigfest!  A big ol spud at McAllisters and then fajita’s with more beer at some friends house.  Today I have been back on track and counting points but with this time change I didnt get my walk in.  We had to work in the yard to prepare for winter and Christmas (deer season starts next week and I wont see Tom on weekends until after the first of the year) so we had to cram everything in today.  So atleast I wasnt sitting on my rear! 

I am scared to get on the scales, I really dont want to see them up anymore than they already are.  As of Thursday I only needed to lose 4 pounds to make goal and if I had been good I could have done this in 2 weeks.  Now I am not so sure.  I just want to be at goal by Thanksgiving so I’ve got to stop all this foolishness and do it!