skinnychris

I have decided its the cold weather.  When we have a warm day I am exploding with energy.  I am all pumped up, ready to eat right and exercise.  But these cold, gray days…well they are just killing me.  I didnt splurge today (even though I wanted too) but I didnt exercise either.  I come in from work, do some chores until supper, eat and then watch tv. And I have even been crashing earlier.  Dont get me wrong, I love winter time.  But for some reason this winter is messing me up. 

Gotta go to the girlie doc in the morning.  This is the doctor who called me fat on my last visit to her.  That was Dec. 07, before I started WW’s.  I wonder what she will say tomorrow?  It better not be anything close to the word fat.  I know I am still not at goal but I dont need anything but positive from her or while she is down there in my nether regions digging around I just might kick her in the face.  She’s lucky I didnt do it last time!

I guess Thursday will really be my last meeting at my WW’s group.  And guys, that is another issue with my mood.  I am very disenchanted.  I am so upset with this franchise.  I still cannot believe they are going to close down our meeting.  Yes I *can* drive out to the center, but I cant be sure I am gonna see my friends anymore.  I have gotten very close to alot of these women.  We have laughed together, struggled, cried and cheered each other on.  But we have always been there for each other.  Sure cant say the same about Weight Watchers. 

I’m not quitting.  This is the only diet I know I can do and not give up on.  Because they arent a diet to me.  But I’m not sure I can keep giving those ungrateful asses my hard earned money.  It is like they have forgotten why they exist.  And I know this is a factor in my desire to binge because right now just talking about it is making me want to go eat.  It is breaking my heart. 

And I want to say I dont feel this way about WW’s as a whole, just the franchise that is in my part of my state.  I wish like hell someone from international would come in and clean house.  Its a peyton place I am beginning to think.  I still think WW’s is great and dont regret chosing them at all.  I just wish things were like they used to be.

I’m off to watch The Biggest Loser.  Have a great night buddies!!