skinnychris

I am not usually one to wish time away but I wish this week would end already! First I had to spend the first 3 days of it sick.  I am feeling better today but my belly still isnt right.  No more runs to the potty but its still groaning and grinding in there and I got sick after I ate lunch.  Keep it down but I wondered for awhile.

Then last night when the storms rolled thru it knocked out power at the office.  I have a file I have to run every Tuesday night so as I am cooking supper I hear the tone on my laptop signaling that I have been booted off the network at work.  I was able to get back on but I could tell that we had lost power.  And I couldnt get my file started again.  Long story short, our main software system took a big punch and was knocked out.  Here it is almost 24 hours later and we are still offline.  In my job I have daily deadlines that must be met. Well, no software, no deadlines met.  I have been up since 2 this morning trying to get things going to no luck.  Drove into work only to sit there and finally left at 2.  Our entire IT department is hard at work but each attempt to get us up and going again fails.  As it stands right now we should be back online tonight.  *fingers crossed*

Which means I will have to be up and on the computer by 2 in the morning to get that file from last night running again.  I am gonna have everything from today to do plus tomorrows stuff.  And there is a possibility that we lost everything from yesterday so I will have to complete that again.  This is not good.  I have thousands of electronic data lines that have to be moved and imported and sent off, deadlines missed to catch up on, processes that are gonna be 24 to possibily 48 hours behind schedule. Not gonna be a good day tomorrow.  Another night with no sleep.  Oh well, I havent slept this week anyway so whats one more night?

And to put the cherry on this sundae I started again today.  Full fledge this time.  So welcome bloat and overall feeling of yucky-ness.  Adding to my already yucky-ness.  I am so not looking forward to weigh in tomorrow.  And I swear my belly is bigger now than ever.  Which kinda scares me, its not the period bloat I speak up…this is my upper belly.  Can it be possible that I have lost that much tone that fast?  I’m just kinda freaked that this whole fever/illness business is more than what it seems.  I need to get to the doc but I cant find the time.  But right now I will wait until my special time (not!) passes and if I still feel this large and bloated I will go and see what can be found. 

Other than that I have been debating going for a walk.  Its so nice out and its the only day we are gonna see the sun until Sunday but I am still worried about overdoing it.  So what I will probably do is go climb up in the recliner for a nap so that I can try to catch some sleep before the system gets back up.  If it gets back up early enough I may just stay up and pull an all nighter instead of sleeping from 10-2.  

But I wonder if all this yucky feeling and bloat has to do with my body just being exhausted from all all went thru earlier…and now this work mess.  I know, I need to quit pushing it but I cannot stand being down.  Sitting bores me and boredom makes me raid the fridge.

Sigh, can I just please be ok again?  Like maybe RIGHT FRIGGIN NOW!??