skinnychris

And I am loving it!  I just got finished exercising and man am I nasty!  But ya gotta love it, thats how I know I have worked out.  I am really sticking to this, as I was pumping away on my elliptical I kept talking to myself…”come on skinnychris, thats what you want to be called again, right?  You can do this…how bad do you want goal?  Do you want to see it this year or do you want to put it off again?  Come on, come on, COME ON!!!”

And I made it, added two more minutes to my session.  I gotta slowly start building up again since its been a long time since I’ve been on it. Plus I did my 30 minute strengthening exercises.  I wasnt as sore as I thought I would have been but I could feel it in my abs and my glutes.  Two problems areas that need to be sore.  But I still have to wonder how much smaller my boobs are gonna get?  I wasnt this flat before but I guess I am gonna lose them all now.

Eating is still under control, I’m actually starting to enjoy feeling hungry.  Not that I am staying hungry but today around 20 minutes before I was gonna eat lunch my belly starting growling.  I kinda had to chuckle.  Used to be I would eat just because I thought I needed to.  I dont have a set lunch so I can eat whenever but 1:00 would roll around and a timer would go off in my head saying its time to eat, hungry or not.  But now I listen to my body.  And this time it was my belly saying it was hungry, not my head.  I say that is a monster step in the right direction.

Yeah, its has taken me gaining 15 pounds back to finally realize and accept all that I have been taught over the past year in my meetings, in magazines, from successful folks and from here.  But I have learned and the weight loss is proving its fact. 

So I am ready for Thursday, actually a little giddy over the whole thing.  I cannot wait to finally walk into that meeting, see a weight loss and know that *I* did it.  Me, myself and I!!

Dont forget The Biggest Loser tonight!!  They are bringing back booted off folks and we are gonna see what they look like after being home for awhile.